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So atm im normal & being my everyday self. But Kaylas really ill & i havent got a clue what im to-do about it. If i ever lost her, i wouldnt be me anymore, i wouldnt have a purpose. So right now i feel like i really need my boyfriend, but where is he? Nowhere near me. He just isnt interested, doesnt bother him how much im hurting right now & how much this is breaking my heart. So i rang him yesterday i just needed to hear his voice for comfort & that, yeah? Well put it this way, i got to listen to background noises as he did his own thing & ignored me. I was devostated. & It took me so long to ever go near him you know, ever be with him, im scared of love tbh, & the minute i say im willing for us to be together, i need him the most & he doesnt have a care in the world. Im sorry for every putting my love in him, im done with him. Time to walk away.

Like everyone on here i put alot of time & effort into each post. & Sometimes it doesnt even feel that appreciated for how much people really work on these things. Everyone deserves a good patt on the back at times, well done (Y) x

[1] #x.

Im never going to stop loving you.

I know i'll love someone else with time,

but that doesnt mean i wont still love you.

& The love never fades away,

you just learn to live without someone.

[2] #x.

The silent tears still stream down my face

when night time starts to drift in

& piece by piece my heart continues to break.

But no-one understands,

im meant to be so over you,

but they never really knew what it was like

to lose you.

[3] #x.

For weeks i was telling myself;

im okay, didnt need him anway.

But that was so far from the truth.

No matter how hard i try it just doesnt go away,

it hurts because im never going to be near you

& im never going to feel alive again,

& it breaks my heart how you were able to

just throw me away completely,

& i cant even let you go.

[4] #x.

& No matter how hard you wish she did,

she will never ever love you like i do,

like i did.

[5] #x.

Its upsetting to think that your not the person i thought you were,

your no where near that special, your not even worth half of it.

[6] #x.

I try to stop it, i try to change it,

i try to hide it,

by my attempts are completely pointless,

this love is unchangeable.

[7] #x.

Im ever so sorry that a girl like me

just isnt up to your standards, noooot.

[8] #x.

She may not have an official boyfriend,

but her heart is officially owned.

[9] #x.

Things will never be easy for you.

The people you know so well now,

will change & then you wont know them at all.

In time everything will be forgotten,

good things will come to an end

& bad things will happen over & over again.

The person you love is going to make things worse for you.

They'll become the person you no longer know.

The truth is, thats when you know its the end.

[10] #x.

You know it & everyone else knows it;

you deserve so much better than that,

you can get so much better.

You just fell for a boy who never really appreciated you,

you gave it all to a boy who never really cared.

[11] #x.

My hearts been broken & damaged severly,

but i still love you & need you,

but i need to get away from you.

I just dont know anymore.

[12] #x.

You leave me there wondering,

feeling hurt. Confused. Lonely.

& You come back expecting it to be okay.

Well sorry but love just dont work that way.

[13] #x.

& I dont believe in forever,

so i dont listen to a word you say.

& I wont wait for you forever,

so i'll only be here for a day.

[14] #x.

I hold onto you so strong

because your the only good thing ive got.

You brighten my day, you listen to my heart,

im scared of losing you,

what if i never feel this way again?

What if i never meet anyone as amazing?

[15] #x.

It breaks my heart how you dont even

look at me anymore,

that whenever my name comes up in conversation

you suddenly become deaf,

& that when i smile & wave at you,

i see nothing but hatred on your face.

[16] #x.

They all believe this sad little smile,

they dont understand how

many tears fall on a night,

how my heart breaks with every memory,

that you were the only one for me.

[17] #x.

Everybody deserves that someone.

Someone who will never find anything

more important than them.

[18] #x.

The minute you leave me,

i text you i miss you.

Just to remind you how much i love you,

how much i need you.

Cause without you i wouldnt feel safe,

i wouldnt fee whole,

i wouldnt have a colourful world.

Id never breathe..

[19] #x.

You cant stop the tears with one litte smile.

You cant forget the memories, no not for a while.

[20] #x.

I dont want this to bother me,

i want to be able to hold my head up high

& walk away from you with no care in the world.

But my strength is washing away,

& my hearts still connected with yours.

[21] #x.

Theres times when i really do hate you,

but now matter how much i hate you;

i still love you

& no matter what comes between us

i know i'll always be there for you,

waiting.. hoping.. wishing..

[22] #x.

You hurt me so many times

& each time still plays fresh in my mind.

The endless tears still shine on my cheeks,

because they never really disappeared.

The pieces of my broken heart,

the heart you broke, are hurting right now.

[23] #x.

When i saw you today,

you didnt have a clue who i was.

Just another girl i suppose.

But the minute i looked into your big eyes,

i knew you were the one id choose to love.

[24] #x.

Theres days when i just want to give it up,

pack it in, & walk right away from it all.

[25] #x.

Most of the time,

someone loves someone else

because they feel nothing but undying unexplainable amazing feelings

& the other person does nothing

but try to tear them down.

[26] #x.

Everytime you open your mouth to speak

you leave me more confused

& im not sure where i stand with you.

It feels like im loosing you,

your slowly slipping away with every little word you say.

[27] #x.

Dont kiss my lips & dont hold my hand

if your not going to

look after my heart & hold me when i cry.

[28] #.

Love is something that would make you give up your everything for someone,

all because they seem more important than everything you own.

[29] #x.

Everything goes wrong

& i get narky, & moody

all when im not by your side.

[30] #x.

Dont tell me anything; other than you love me.

[31] #x.

I can tell by the glitter of your eyes

that secretly you love me.

[32] #x.

Ive come to a time in my life when i need you more than ever

& where are you? no where to be seen.

All the past weeks, months, moments

have been wasted because you made me believe those false lies & allabys.

When really you never cared,

you didnt want to hold my hand when i hurt the most,

you no longer wanted to be there.

x

So its a new year, new start kinda thing.

But all ive got to say to you is, dont make some boring resoloutin because other people think you need it, do something fun, something you really want to do. If you want a change this year, do it, but make sure you have the time of your life doing it. Oh but one of my resoloutions is to update ALOT more. (: x

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[1] #.

Every word yhoor lips spoke,, were saved in my heart.

Im not stupid,, and im not a fool.

Im not clever,, and im not smart.

Im not whole,, but im no longer broken.

Im not afraid to take a few steps,,

not afraid to leave someone behind.

But i am scared,, scared that sometime soon,,

when its all too late to go back,,

i'll realise how much i need you.

[2] #.

Most girls hold on till the very last second,,

but im letting go now even tho theres still ;

a walk way to go.

I arent going to miss him,, he caused so much pain.

He broke my heart over & over again.

I arent going to miss her,, she was nothing but a cheat.

Her only ambition was to knock me off my feet.

I wont miss it,, i know i wont.

[3] #.

& I dont care how many miles apart we may be,,

because yhoo'll always be there in my heart.

The miles that keep yhoo from getting to me

& the time of which i have to wait to see yhoor eyes,,

is worth it & id wait forever,, id stay true,,

because to me - the only person in this world is you.

[4] #.

When someones willing to walk away from yhoo,,

yhoo do not get upset,, & yhoo let them go.

Remembering the good times,, will make yhoo miss them.

Will make yhoo upset & hurt inside,, so dont.

Remembering all the bad times,, will make yhoo move on.

Will make yhoo realise how much they hurt yhoo,,

put all them tears on yhoor face,,

& how much better off without them yhoo are.

[5] #.

The feelings & the thoughts for him

willl always stay with yhoo inside,,

but him,, yhoove jsut got to let him go.

[6] #.

Summer romance is magic.

Counting stars on the sandy beaches,,

watching the sun sleep in the sky.

Walking around in the warmth of the sunshine

& bathing in eachothers smile.

[7] #.

& Im not sure anymore,,

because some days im terrified,,

the thought of losing you is enough ;;

to make my heart stop its beat.

& Other days i have this urge to walk away.

To never return to yhoor smile again.

[8] #.

I dont know what yhoo want from me,,

what yhoo see when yhoo look at me,,

or how yhoo even conside me,,

i just know i want to be in yhoor life,,

friend or lover.

[9] #.

I dont want yhoo to fuss over me,,

or show me off to the world.

To tell all yhoor friends 'thats her' .

I dont want yhoo to spend all yhoor time with me,,

or text me every minute of every day.

I just want yhoo to think of me when that song plays,,

i want yhoo to remember my smile when yhoo see the sun,,

i just want yhoo to know that whatever yhoo do,,

yhoo have someone,, someone who loves yhoo.

[10] #.

& When we were together,,

i felt so un-human.

So real,, so pure,, so super.

[11] #.

& Yhoor not doing yhoorself any favours,,

yhoor doing the hardest thing there is to do.

Yhoove got to let go,, stop holding on,,

hes already moved on to that other girl.

[12] #.

& I never even thought of it,,

didnt realise the words were slipping from my mouth

& all of a sudden i was telling yhoo i love yhoo,,

pouring my heart out & yhoo were there to listen.

[13] #.

& Even though we no longer talk,,

we dont share share anything,,

not even decent conversation,,

there will always be a place for yhoo.

& When it all gets too much for yhoo,,

& no-one understands,, but yhoo know i will,,

i wont ask no questions,, i wont look for a sorry,,

or for an explanation,,

ill let yhoo pour yhoor heart out & ill hand yhoo the tissues.

[14] #.

& Its when all day yhoo've stomped around,,

argued,, cried,, & hated everyone,,

but all he has to say is ; whats up gorgeous.

& Yhoo instantly have a good day.

[15] #.

& Even though i dont know what will happen tomorrow,,

or in the next moment or two,,

i do know that whatever happens nothing will ever,,

replace yhoo.

[16] #.

Hes the boy whos smile is enough to erase

all the scars on her heart

& his eyes are enough to make all the

memories,, all the hurt,, to swim away.

[17] #.

I understand,, i really do.

Yhoo have so much more to do than talk to me.

Im only the girl whos been there for yhoo night & day.

The one who drops everything to mean nothing to yhoo.

The girl whos loved yhoo while yhoove loved her.

& The girl whos days are pointless now that ;

yhoo no longer need her.

[18] #.

& When i saw her name all over yhoor heart,,

it was a wake up call.

I was holding onto the broken fragments of the love

that id lost so long ago.

Shes the winner in this awful game of love.

[19] #.

& I may not be strong enough

to talk to yhoo anymore,,

but that doesnt mean i wish yhoo pain,,

wish yhoo hardship,,

thats the last thing id ever want.

I hope who ever yhoo choose to love,,

that she loves yhoo with everything yhoo deserve,,

because forget our problems ;;

yhoor still amazing.

[20] #.

Everyone considered her strong,,

she'd never been one to fall,,

to throw her hands up in the air & surrender.

Then one day she turned around,,

with a strip of tears running down her face,,

saying she just couldnt do it anymore,,

she cant live like this,,

& from that day on everyone realised ;;

how strong she really is.

[21] #.

One day yhoo lost her,, & yhoo'll regret it,,

regret it for the rest of yhoor life.

Because shes the girl who wasnt afraid to stand up.

She wouldnt be put down by those vicious comments.

She never starved herself to look stick thin,, she loved food.

She never abused her looks,, they were okay to her.

She didnt want to be wined & dined,,

she wanted a dvd & a night cuddled up together.

Yhoo loved her beause she wasnt that -

typical teenage girl,,

& yhoo lost her for thinking she was.

[22] #.

After all the wrong doings,, all the tears ;;

yhoo finally realise what change is.

Its doing things yhoo swore yhoo never would.

Its turning yhoor enemies into yhoor bestfriends

& yhoor bestfriends into the enemies they always were.

Yhoo'll have yhoor heartbroken then break hearts.

Some call it change,, some call it stupid,,

some call it growing up.

[23] #.

He wrote her a letter,,

a letter that she saved forever.

A letter of hurt,, of sadness,,

a letter of unworthy love.

[24] #.

We wont talk to eachother,,

not since that day,,

but my heart just cant take it,,

what made us this way?

[25] #.

Not for long,, just that single second,,

everything was perfect,, how it should be,,

he loved her the way she loved him.

[26] #.

She refuses to admit it,,

because she doesnt want him to know how much he owns her,,

how much control he has over her,,

but that girls fallen way too deep for that boy.

[27] #.

For once,,

i just want someone who isnt going to hurt me.

The one who wont hang up the phone first.

The one who texts me just after we've spoke.

The one who rings me in the middle of the night,,

just to say how much he loves me.

The one who cant walk away from me,,

causing living is nothing unless were together.

[26] #.

For such a long time i thought ;;

i wasnt going to make it.

I wouldnt ever get over yhoo.

But then i realised i would,,

id be okay,, i was fine before yhoo,,

& ill be better without yhoo.

x

,.

Yeahp! i finally did it i let him go.

He was being pathetic trying to make me jealous, going on about her just so i would react.

Well he made it pretty clear, he doesnt need me anymore,

so ive completely vanished him from my life, :D

Comment?

[1] #.

Shes been confused, baffled for a long time.

Her head has been damaged through the years,

& her heart is better off dead,

yet shes still smiling like theres no tomorrow.

[2] #.

Leaving isn't fixing anything boy,

you wont be forgetting,

you'll be simply remembering,

running away makes it come flooding

back twice as fast.

[3] #.

& The second you take hold of my hand,

theres nothing, theres no-one,

thats better than me & you at that moment.

[4] #.

& You just keep running & running.

All your doing is leaving, leaving.

But if you keep going, going,

your gonna be losing, losing.

[5] #.

& I'll flicker my eyelashes,

& i'll pucker my lips,

believe me boy you wont resist.

[6] #.

& Im trying with every inch of my body,

& my whole bodies screaming in protest,

it just refuses to let me forget him.

[7] #.

You brought this decision on yourself.

You made those choices,

you caused all of this shit,

& im leaving now & its all your fault.

[8] #.

& Her life is being torn apart,

confusions being sent from her heart.

& Though she has her good & bad,

she'll never give up, she wont be sad.

She'll begin to mend it'll be fine,

she'll fly right up & sit on cloud nine.

[9] #.

If you knew how i really felt,

you wouldnt ever doubt me.

You wouldnt ever have those thoughts.

Because my heart, it pines for you.

[10] #.

& Even though i came out of this without you,

that didn't matter, because i had you,

just for that little bit through it all.

[11] #.

Listen to the words that her eyes speak,

because they speak the truth.

The truth that her heart yearns to yell,

listen to the things that make no sound.

[12] #.

& i Tried not to mind about her,

& i Tried to pretend it never bothered me, but it did.

It was eating away at me, it was really hurting,

i Tired not to mind, but inside i died,

it was all because of you.

[13] #.

But it doesnt get any better as each day goes by,

the pain it just doesnt get any lighter.

& The days seem to drag out alot more,

they seem to get longer, so everything seems harder,

worse than it actually is.

[14] #.

& Shes young but shes older.

She hasnt got an ideal life, because nothings perfect.

Shes had her fair share of tears, smiles & heartbreak.

She always says the wrong thing, forever messing up.

She's made mistakes, she's going to keep on making them.

In life you always have things to learn,

she's still got so far to go, but shes already travelled a long way.

She'll carry on getting hurt by the people she loves,

she'll carry on hurting the people who love her,

but thats just how it goes.

She'll get lost & confused which direction to go will be a puzzle,

but aslong as she knows she has him,

& aslong as you know shes trying,

what more can that one girl do?

[15] #.

She loves you, damn cant you see it.

She'll click your name, whenever you sign on.

She'll save your texts to read them again&again.

She'll stare at your pictures, just to see your eyes.

She'll do everything just to have something with you.

[16] #.

& i Know we didnt make it & what we had was lost.

But promise me that when you find someone

you'll make sure they arent less than what you deserve.

That they always appreciate you,

because even when your feeling awful,

& when your feeling like your not worth alot,

when your feeling like that,

your still more than what they deserve.

[17] #.

If ive said it once, ive said it thousands.

I dont need anyone, im fine by myself.

But everything feels so much more amazing -

when i do it with him.

[18] #.

& You've proved that you can spell it,

& you've proved that you can put it in a sentance,

but that doesn't mean you can tell me you love me,

& not really mean it..

[19] #.

Your probably looking & thinking im doing okay.

Im obviously fine, after all i have him,

lucky you cant see how it really is then ):

[20] #.

You think i just used you, & then pushed you away,

yeah well i wish you'd take the hint,

the hint of how my heart really feels.

[21] #.

No of course i have no feelings for you at all.

Thats why i sit & think about you hour after hour.

I listen to them songs, over and over

because they simply remind me of you.

Id waste all my time just for a single conversation with you,

& at night i'll imagine your smile.

[22] #.

You pushed me away, so all i do it try & try.

Put all these pointless efforts in.

If your sad i'll cheer you up, even if it takes me hours.

If i mess up, ill sing sorry to you a thousand times.

I'll do everything for you to be okay,

because how can i let my whole world break?

[23] #.

I may not mean much to you,

& you may not think i mount to much,

but i dont need your empty words,

that in time are going to hurt me,

& i dont need your empty promises,

that in time ill realise i dont deserve.

[24] #.

You have a way of giving me this certain look.

I dont think you realise your doing it,

but i do, it catches my heart.

My legs begin to wobble & shake,

& my heart yells 'stupid girl hes the one'.

[25] #.

The first day we met,

my mind was set on not getting involved.

I didnt want or need anyone.

My time was too occupied,

& my energy was set at exhaustion.

My heart just wasnt whole yet.

But you were being so amazing,

& that was addictive, you made me fall in love.

Enjoy x

x

So i was thinking about differences & i came up with this -

When i was a little girl my daddy use to tell me these gorgeous fairytales. About how stunning girls were whisked off their feet by amazing men, they were spoilt rotten & loved immensly.

But the fairytales were so disappointing when i grew up. Because i learnt how stunning depends on how much make-up you put on. How much you weigh, how many people want to have 'sexytime' with you.

The only whisking that was done was you were either baking a cake, or some chap decides to try out a new wrestling move on you.

The only amazing men you know is someone in your family, because they're the only ones being truthful, not trying to tear you down piece by piece, not using you for their advantages.

You weren't spoilt, because money doesn't grow on trees, money is earned by hard work, theres no need to waste it on material things, that in reality dont even matter.

You're not loved immensely because over the years love has lost its value, nobody understands the word anymore, people throw love around all the time, how can you be loved if the person saying it doesn't even know what it is themselves?

[1] #.

She's the girl who'd slash your tyres,

just so you wouldn't drink drive.

She's the girl who'd poison your drink,

just so you would't try drugs.

She's the girl who'd smash your windows,

just so you wouldn't ever try it.

She's the girl who'd wait endlessly,

just so you wouldn't be on your own.

[2] #.

& The lies are crumbling to the ground,

they just keep pouring from that mouth of yours,

they seem to slide so easily

out of those poisonous lips, but everyone -

everyones sussed you out now.

[3] #.

I no im not everything,

i no you only want a fling,

i no this is probably nothing,

but still i just want to be yours. x

[4] #.

You told me something you expected me to - cry, yell, scream about, but i never did.

You told me how you & her had a 'moment',

& even though i knew i should've been upset, i wasn't.

I didn't really hurt inside, i understood.

Because i expected it to happen,

i didn't want it too but i knew it would.

Because i saw the way you looked at her,

i know you've never looked at me like that.

I saw how she got all of a flutter when you turned up,

i know she'd fallen for you.

& Even though i lost you to her, i won.

Because my goal was to make you happy, & she does make you happy. Keeping you away would be selfish, would make you unhappy, & at the end of the day - your heart doesn't choose who it loves.

[5] #.

You change your mind constantly,

but your making me dizzy, making me hurt.

I have to keep up with your up & down decisions,

cause one day you want me, one day you dont.

I have to keep up with this hurt i have,

whether you realise it or not,

you push me away & i cry, im broken,

you want me back & i still cry,

waiting for the next time you wont need me.

[6] #.

I know im not the only one whos fallen in love,

&i know im not the only one whos completely hooked.

Because love is everywhere,

in the littlest places to the biggest,

to the unkown to the popular,

love has spread, yet its still rare.

[7] #.

Without you i'd be helpess,

i'd be left in a world where there was only me,

me having to fend for myself.

Your my rock, your my everything

& without you i cant survive another day,

because without you im nothing.

[8] #.

I need you, i need you more than you think.

You think im not as hooked on you because i hide it away,

pretend that im tougher on the inside,

but if im honest, i aren't even whole.

I need you there threw the long nights, when i just have to cry.

I need you there threw the rough times, when no-one else is.

I need you to understand that i need you, because i can't help having to pretend that i don't need you.

[9] #.

All you do is run away, but you need to stop being stupid.

Your letting her slip away & she could really make you happy.

She needs you to tell her its okay, that its gonna be alright, but your never there for her.

She needs you to stop running away & appreciate,

because that girls is a keeper,

yet your still such a fool.

[10] #.

My hears been tampered with.

& Even though i know your not a playah.

Even though i know you like me alot.

Even though i know we could have something special, i just cant let myself be into you.

Because im scared of falling for you & then you falling for someone else,

someone who could give you so much more than i could.

Scared ill be left so broken, i'll never smile again.

Scared ill still love you, yet you'll never see me again.

[11] #.

& I just wanna be there, looking into your eyes.

Knowing the chances of finding someone that can make your insides burst with happiness,

is a chance not many have succeeded, but ..

knowing that i have.

[12] #.

I don't think i can handle this much longer ..

i Really thought we had something special,

i never realised what we had was so long gone.

& Yet you still mean everything to me,

& my heart still flutters when your around,

but maybe we're just not that in love anymore,

maybe yu think the novelty has worn off.

x 

<3

So like i kinda like my life you know, not many people are as fortunate as we are. My family have good health, yeah we have the occasional strike of illness but who doesnt? We're all really close, we can share our problems & our issues, we stand by eachother through thick & thin. We have by far enough money to survive, we've never gone without & never will do. I have amazing friends who have stuck with me through everything.. I have an amazing life, but sometimes im just to wrapped up in myself too see that. Enjoy & Comment (:

[1] #.

Im not sure wether you can hear me.

Im not sure its something you'd want to hear,

but right now im jsut not sure what to feel,

because i love you but its like -

im not in love with you anymore.

You're not the man i fell for.

[2] #.

I sleep with my phone because my endless

texts have been sent

& every inch of my body is hoping you love me -

love me enough to never ignore me,

to never leave me hanging.

[3] #.

We're living for today but -

we cant be too sure on tomorrow.

So we'll do it good,

we wont think about it too much,

we'll just make it something to rememeber.

[4] #.

The photos are lining the walls,

their just one big nightmare after another.

Memory after memory,

month after month,

theres just no fading.

A constant contribution to the already big hurt you caused.

Looking at our smiles, yeah -

back in the day.

As old as we get, after the smiles disappear,

the photos keep gleaming, the memories stay here.

[5] #.

You hurt me alot, but not in the sore

kind of way, you got underneath my skin

& tugged at my emotions.

Hurt beyond beliefe & you even knew it.

[6] #.

Whenever your there,

its like theres no air,

i gave you my heart,

we cant be apart,

forever & ever

we're sticking together.

[7] #.

You walked away from me,

& it never even bothered you.

You never looked back, you never regretted it.

When you walked away,

my whole life disappeared with you.

[8] #.

Thinking about you, hour after hour,

wondering what happened to us,

how can what we had -

be gone as quickly as it came?

[9] #.

*& I'll sleep in your clothes

in the spot that you lay

the tears keep on falling,

wondering why you dint stay?

[10] #.

Sometimes its hard walking away,

because you never know if your making the right choice.

You never know what the future could've held.

Walking away is like saying goodbye,

like forgetting what happened,

pretending it never exist.

Walking away is heartbreaking because you live your life with a

'what if?'

[11] #.

& When she sleeps a smile flickers across her face,

everyone knows shes thinking of him.

Because hes her whole world & a moment without him on her mind,

is a moment she doesn't feel alive.

[12] #.

Shes tense & shes nervous,

its the way her makes her feel.

He has a way of making her wonder will her heart ever mend?

[13] #.

What more can i do exactly?

I know its my fault we arent together and

i know its my fault that we're drifting apart,

but what can i do?

I love you but i dont have the time to fall in love.

I dont have the trust to let you be.

I dont have the heart for us to be together.

[14] #.

Sometimes i run, i run because im scared.

I know you promised you'd never hurt me,

but promises can be broken.

I know you said to trust you,

but trust can be lost.

I know you said you loved me,

but thats just meaningless words.

Im running away from you because im saving myself from being broken.

[15] #.

You have to stick to the things you believe in.

People are going to pressurise you into stuff you dont want to do,

they're going to force you into decisions you dont want to make.

Just stay strong & stick to the things you need.

[16] #.

Im never going to know enough.

Im not sure wether we'll make it through tomorrow.

Im not sure when we'll have ups & downs.

Im not sure wether things will get better.

Im never going to know enough about us to know wether this is worth it.

[17] #.

I'll check my messages countlessly

just incase you wanted to talk to me.

I'll wait by the window endlessly

just incase you needed to see me.

No matter what people say,

no matter what you do,

i cant help it - im still in love with you.

[18] #.

My dreams are wrapped around you,

you take up my time, my thoughts,

my feelings, your so addictive.

If i could id make you mine forever.

[19] #.

I waited my whole life,

just to hear you say you love me,

but it never came.

& Now it doesnt even matter.

If you were willing to put me through this pain -

you'd never ever love me.

[20] #.

Night after night ive spent thinking about you.

Your so entrancing,

someone i'd take a chance with,

someone i'd give my all too.

Your so addictive, so amazing,

& you dont even know it.

[21] #.

I lay thinking about you hour after hour.

How can i get you out of my head?

Your a part of all the things i do,

as much as i hide it im head in love with you.

We've been there for eachother like good friends do,

you tell me you love me, its too good to be true.

I say we cant, it wont ever last,

trust is im scared, ive had bad love in the past.

You pull away, a little more each day.

My hearts being tore, im breaking that little bit more.

Confused, lonely & needing you,

ive lost all we had, whats a girl to do?

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